worse feelings

worst are the feeling when you know you are taken for granted. when you know you are used like a thing , not treated like a human …. and still you are being taken this way.

worst are the feelings when you put yourself into the relation and give it more and more of yourself but you get nothing out of it. no return at all.

worst are the feelings when you are misunderstood. people interpret you in the meanings they want and not what you mean.

worse are the feelings when you touch the ground to match the level of a person who never makes up to you.

worse are the feelings when somebody stops caring and puts all concerns in the bin which used to be his top priority.

worse are the feelings when you know you cant have soemthing back but you want to.

worse are the feelings when you know all just went in vain !

what i want is nothing !

yes i want to. i want to write now. right now when i am broken. broken to a level higher than my patience. patience is not my thing this moment. this moment is killing me. killing are the tears in my eyes. eyes which waited n waited for long. long is the distance between us. us we ours have come to an end. end is where our relationship has reached. reach to making up is out of question. questions, too many, are floating on my mind. my mind is shattering. shattered is my soul. soul is out of peace. peace is up high. high are wants. i want nothing. nothing is what i want !